The river...

Dear dream diary, today a friend stopped in the office, and told me that tomorrow (October 17th) is the last day of the U.S. as we know it.  He pointed out that if THEY don’t raise the debt ceiling we will default on our bills and CHINA!  I doubt it will come to that, but it did remind me of my dream last night.  I had a hard time remembering it but I do remember forcing myself to wake up do to how afraid I was of what WAS ABOUT TO HAPPEN…   So here it is.

As in dreams I somehow ended up in a very dirty river.  What I knew was that I was here due to some accident, or misfortune and my goal was to get out, BUT, I could not, I was in a small floating boat or something like that no bigger than an office desk.  I wasn’t alone, I don’t know who was with me but for some reason I believe it was my father.  The river was running very fast and it was as much mud as it was water.  The river was brown.  One of the reasons we couldn’t get out of the river was because it had eroded down about 7 to 10 feet below the surface of the ground and the banks of the rivers were straight drops to the water below, so here we were floating down the river at an alarming rate and trying to grab anything that stuck out from the banks and or fell over into the river from above.   It was raining hard.   The river flowed back and forth, you could never see very far down the channel because of all the twists and turns, I remember thinking we were coming to a lake and would be able to paddle to shore because it looked as if around the next corner it opened up and I could see that the banks of the river fell away.  To my horror it was a water fall of say 40 to 60 feet, it fell away into a perfectly round sinkhole and at entire 60 foot circle was a churning vortex pulling everything down, down, down to who knows where.   We desperately grabbed for the tree roots as we can to the water fall only to have the banks cave in and give way as we began to fall into the whirlpool!  That is when I forced myself awake; it was 4:50 in the morning.  Good day.

Now, for somethin completely different

Something different happened last tuesday.  Church happened.  Out side a resturant and myeyes were opened to some glaring lies i have been believing.  The main lie that affected me most was how i was feeling about my distance from God.  A good friend pointed it out to me and now i feel like i am living in the matrix.  What to do...

Yet another house... Hmmm

Last night I was given a gift of another home, or at least I believe it was a gift.  The home was very plane, a two story home with much needed maintenance.   As dreams go it is all a bit of a blur but here is the summary of what took place.  Home was gifted to me from a friend from my home town of Blackduck Minnesota, it was an extra home they had on their farmstead.   There was junk everywhere around the home old cars trucks, misc debris and old farm implements.  You could stand on the main floor of the home and look up a balcony and see the ceiling of the second floor and that is when i noticed that the ceiling had been spot painted to cover all of the stains on the ceiling.  The paint was the same color but the sheen was different so in certain light you could see that the spots were painted with a flat white paint and was very easy to pick out.   There were about 100 or so spots painted on the ceiling.  The only other thing I really remember about the home was that you could get on you PC and lock all the doors of the house.  That was kind of nice and a little creepy as it made me wonder what had been done in the house prior to me owning it.  During the dream only a day or two went by but every night there were fires in the junk outside the house which had to be put out, one night there was a friend staying at the other house on the property, and all of his guitar picks, (thousands) had fallen on the ground and started on fire.  This started my truck on fire which was inconvenient.   The end.

A free cabin

last night I was given a gift to the cabin was post frame construction the owner of the cabin with an older gentleman he had rebuilt a new home where this cabin had previously been. His new home is so big that the old cabin fit inside of the garage and to show it to me he put the old cabin on an enormous forklift and backed it out into his driveway for me to look at. kevin whistles versus 30 construction even though some of the beams had begun to sag.

A new home!

Dear Dream Diary...

Last night I got a free home!  A mansion really, and what started out awesome, turned into an anxiety nightmare.  As dreams go I found my self owning a large home, a huge home with all sorts of cool built in extras, like a sun room, game room, sauna, and a hot tub.  I was enjoying my home until night came and I went to close the outside doors of the home, for some reason, OPEN HOUSE maybe, I had all of the exterior doors open the first day I owned the home.  So it is getting dark and I am making my way through the house to close the doors, and I need some light.  BUT none of the light switches do what you would expect them to do.  Oh they might turn on a light somewhere but not any were you can see from the light switch.   No matter I continue on to the exterior doors, but none of them close properly.  I can shut them but I can't latch them or make them lock.  As dream homes go I have about 20 exterior doors in this home for some reason!  No matter after attempting to close all the doors with minimal success I head to bed only to wake up suddenly thinking I should check the doors again because I couldn't  lock them, when I check the doors they are All open again.  I close then and go back to bed.  The next day I find all of the doors open again.  This day I attempt to use the hot tub but it turns out the water has to much chemical in it to safely use it, by this time night has come again as dreams go, and I attempt to close all the doors once again, repeat of previous night with light switches and minimal success with closing the doors.  THE END sleep well!

Dear dream diary, I only created you so I can write down my dreams in the morning.  I hope this helps me sort out what they mean if anything.

So we start with last night.  it is 6pm so i have been up for HOURS!  hard to remember them but a main part was multiple tornadoes!  Had to find shelter before they got me.  That is all for today but yeah second dream in two weeks about tornadoes.   Good day.